Archive for June 2014

This Breath Now

Dark Ambient, Drone, Experimental
Sadayatana Podcast #188
Average Bitrate: 130kbps mp3
Cover: Clicked by Bradders
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Direct URL: This Breath Now
Review at Sadayatana #188

I heard people talk about immortality, but I ain't seen it. I wondered how it'd be when I died. What it'd be like to know this breath now was the last one you was ever gonna draw. I just hope I can meet it the same way she did. With the same... calm. 'Cause that's where it's hidden --the immortality I hadn't seen.

- Private Witt, The Thin Red Line (1998)

05:42We Are All AloneClouds Collide RMX
09:00Tribe of AstronautsCyanotomy
36:57Kinematik VKE with MystifiedNix And Hydra
109:02MystifiedCardboard Hotel Revisited

The Crimson Cabaret

Dark Ambient, Drone, Experimental
Sadayatana Podcast #187
Average Bitrate: 127kbps mp3
Cover: worldoflard
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Direct URL: The Crimson Cabaret
Review at Sadayatana #187

Sometimes, when I was sitting in the Crimson Cabaret on a rainy night, I thought of myself as occupying a waiting room for the abyss (which of course was exactly what I was doing) and between sips from my glass of wine or cup of coffee I smiled sadly and touched the front pocket of my coat where I kept my imaginary ticket to oblivion.

- Thomas Ligotti, Teatro Grottesco (2006)

07:07Synaptic NecropolisEcho Into Void (EI-Reflection)
11:20Steam flowIndifference
23:45Mescaline SessionsCaravan Mirage
69:12Stefan PaulusHyphae
73:40Mescaline SessionsDesert Dwellers
83:43Mescaline SessionsImaginary Oasis
110:31IcosteSave Me From The Voices
119:01Mescaline SessionsStars of Sahara
119:32Mescaline SessionsUnder the Sun

Sometimes in Dreams

Dark Ambient, Experimental, Drone
Sadayatana Podcast #186
Average Bitrate: 147kbps mp3
Cover: U.S. Army
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Direct URL: Sometimes in Dreams
Review at Sadayatana #186

Dreams, as we all know, are very queer things: some parts are presented with appalling vividness, with details worked up with the elaborate finish of jewellery, while others one gallops through, as it were, without noticing them at all, as, for instance, through space and time. Dreams seem to be spurred on not by reason but by desire, not by the head but by the heart, and yet what complicated tricks my reason has played sometimes in dreams, what utterly incomprehensible things happen to it!

- Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Dream of a Ridiculous Man (1877)

00:00Grove of WhispersLive 2014-05-18
24:08My Day is GoneThe Dead Way Home
36:52Jack Hertz & TOTAL E.T.Into The Zone
106:32My Own Cubic StoneJS14

Out of The Darkness

Dark Ambient, Drone, Experimental
Sadayatana Podcast #185
Average Bitrate: 137kbps mp3
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Direct URL: Out of The Darkness
Review at Sadayatana #185

I read and walked for miles at night along the beach, writing bad blank verse and searching endlessly for someone wonderful who would step out of the darkness and change my life. It never crossed my mind that that person could be me.

- Anna Quindlen

00:00Aleister Crowley: The Call Of The First And Second Aethyr (Ca. 1920)Occult_Disc2_04_Aleister-Crowley-The-Call-Of-The-First-And-Second-Aethyr-Ca-1920
01:27Grove of WhispersVoices From Possessed Children
31:06Mental Escape PodEpica 2 (X37F Secondary Sirens)
48:14Scott LawlorA Gradual Descent Into the Chamber of Darkness
60:29Scott LawlorBeauty is Found in Melancholy
78:09Wings of an AngelThe Nostalgic Melody Of Nature's World-Weary Degeneration Into Suicide (To Me... You Were Never Beautiful. Therefore I’m Still Running From Myself, Like I Ran Once Upon A Time... From You)
99:02West RemiEnlightenment
102:16Mental Escape PodDa Glari (nomol)
114:28Wings of an Angel19. When Earth Had Become A Wasteland And The Universe Had Smashed Into Splinters Of Dead Light