A True Believer

Dark Ambient, Drone, Experimental
Sadayatana Podcast #218
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You are a true believer. Blessings of the state, blessings of the masses. Thou art a subject of the divine. Created in the image of man, by the masses, for the masses.

- OMM 0000, THX 1138

12:38ArcticaYour Journey Begins Now
61:24Willy StamatiMenstrual Blood
73:53Astral & Shitpalus
95:19MehoToranj Zla
106:50MehoGlasovi Zla
114:50MehoOblaci Zla
117:15Space SatanbeatMu†▲Gen

Upon The Fire

Drone, Dark Ambient, Experimental
Sadayatana Podcast #217
Average Bitrate: 133kbps mp3
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If they come upon one who still has not seen it and they speak to him of fire, he does not know what they mean. So they, in turn, fall back upon telling him what fire is like. 'As they do so, they know from their own experience that what they are telling him is not the truth, but only a part of it. They know that this man will never know reality from their words, though all the words in the world are theirs to use. He must look upon the fire, smell of it, warm his hands by it, stare into its heart, or remain forever ignorant. Therefore, 'fire' does not matter, 'earth' and 'air' and 'water' do not matter. 'I' do not matter. No word matters. But man forgets reality and remembers words.

- Roger Zelazny, Lord of Light (1968)

00:00Rec008Abstract Purple Haziness
05:39MehoStructure 7
14:46LillyReaching Out
41:24North hiveGaia
53:28North hiveArhat
68:39MehoStructure 6
82:21MehoStructure 5
89:32North hiveArtificial nature
99:02MehoStructure 4
109:53North hiveArrival

A Locked Room

Dark Ambient, Experimental, Drone
Sadayatana Podcast #216
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To finally know that you didn't have to hold on so tight. To realize that all your life--you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memories, all your pain--it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream, a dream that you had inside a locked room, a dream about being a person. And like a lot of dreams, there's a monster at the end of it.

- Rust Cohle, True Detective

00:00Joe FrawleyNymphlight, for Joseph Cornell
05:34ArcticaAnnuminas (Phase 1)
31:59Scott LawlorFolding Space
48:01PalancarCounting Raindrops
57:44Joe FrawleyTuesday (Johnson)
62:16Scott LawlorWhat if you couldn't tell the difference between Reality and Reality TV
87:48Joe FrawleyMonday (Molly)
93:42PalancarThe Rain is Full of Ghosts Tonight
101:15Joe FrawleyWednesday (Memory forms)
107:47GDANIANThe Return
109:55GDANIANDas Heilige Land
111:21HERTZ - METEKEchoes
116:23Melodie Des VergessensSand Of Approximity
121:39PalancarThe Child Ephemeral

Future and Past

Dark Ambient, Drone, Experimental
Sadayatana Podcast #215
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He remembered the top, the sudden leveling of the hill, when the climb ceased and the other part of it began. How many times had he done this? The several times blurred; future and past blurred; what he had already experienced and what he would eventually experience blended so that nothing remained but the moment, the standing still and resting during which he rubbed the cut on his arm which the stone had left. God, he thought in weariness. In what way is this fair? Why am I up here alone like this, being tormented by something I can't even see? And then, within him, the mutual babble of everyone else in fusion broke the illusion of aloneness.

- Philip K. Dick, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?

24:21MehoLive TBC
70:19AchondarCanyons of Death
79:33AchondarHeart of Darkness
87:21Ivan BlackDeeper Still
91:57AchondarThe Magic Lake
98:30AchondarSpace Island
104:39AchondarInto the Lair
110:30Ivan BlackA Study In Stillness 1

Fountain of Thought

Dark Ambient, Experimental, Drone
Sadayatana Podcast #214
Average Bitrate: 129kbps mp3
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A film is a petrified fountain of thought.

- Jean Cocteau, Esquire magazine (February 1961)

00:00Juan Antonio NietoStatic-2
04:54ovdk vs seetycadsm III - the cristalline entity
20:38ovdk vs seetycatoward the yanan dağlar
31:10EugeneKhaThe Lost November
34:24Juan Antonio NietoStatic-5
55:30Juan Antonio NietoStatic-6
59:04ovdk vs seetycaryuma go
70:06Kinematik VKEReturning The Hind
77:56Juan Antonio NietoStatic-4
81:29Juan Antonio NietoStatic-3
90:18EugeneKhaThe Lost June

Beneath The Trees

Dark Ambient, Experimental, Drone
Sadayatana Podcast #213
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Love is like a wind stirring the grass beneath trees on a black night," he had said. "You must not try to be definite and sure about it and to live beneath the trees, where soft night winds blow, the long hot day of disappointment comes swiftly and the gritty dust from passing wagons gathers upon lips inflamed and made tender by kisses."

- Sherwood Anderson, Winesburg, Ohio, (1919), "Death"

00:00Grove of Whispers2015-03-13
39:05Grove of WhispersDrowned Cathedral (unreleased)
54:35Martin HoogeboomNacht 01
55:49LillyEthereal Travel
73:23MehoTerra Nullius
94:57Nadador NocturnoHarsh Winters In the Distance
99:48BerthelotLa théorie de l'assiette creuse
105:49Scott Lawlorworld of ice and snow part 4

Chasm of Time

Dark Ambient, Drone, Experimental
Sadayatana Podcast #212
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And again, the dark street. The dark, dark street. The women out shopping for the evening meal of course, and baby carriage and the silver bicycle were already painted out by the darkness; most of the commuters too were already in place in their filing-drawer houses. A half-forsaken chasm of time....

- Kōbō Abe, The Ruined Map

00:00Atilio DoresteRespiro
01:18Kirill PlatonkinIn The Dream Fields
08:37Kirill PlatonkinStellar Breath
14:06Esa RuohoPreparazione
19:18Vitaly MaklakovЖелезнодорожная (31.10.2014)
24:44Esa RuohoHangar
31:28Kirill PlatonkinRest In Space
41:53Kinematik VKESlaying The Hydra
92:04Depletion RegionCopper Smoke
107:47Grove of Whispers[LIVE]

The Edge

Dark Ambient, Experimental, Drone
Sadayatana Podcast #211
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Review at archive.org: Sadayatana #211

The Edge... There is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over. The others--the living--are those who pushed their luck as far as they felt they could handle it, and then pulled back, or slowed down, or did whatever they had to when it came time to choose between Now and Later. But the edge is still Out there. Or maybe it's In.

- Hunter S. Thompson

00:00Grove of Whispersuntitled
21:42Wings Of An AngelThe Lowly Story Of An Anarchist Who Secretly Takes Pleasure In Devouring The Underlying Premises Of Anarchism
22:13Wings Of An AngelYour Professional Judgement Is Severely Impaired By Grim Hormonal Activity
28:03Grove Of Whispers2015-02-10
33:44Grove Of Whispers2015-02-05
91:05КромешнаВетряки (Windmills)


Dark Ambient, Experimental, Drone
Sadayatana Podcast #210
Average Bitrate: 157kbps mp3
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Review at archive.org: Sadayatana #210

After silence that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music.

- Aldous Huxley, The Rest is Silence (1931)

00:00CNTVIntro (to Konstantin Raudive)
05:03BerthelotMécanique Des Limbes II
15:50The Implicit OrderTrying To Recruit You
23:34Skincage and MystifiedUFO 1 Skincage Remix
27:35My Own Cubic StoneMinotaur
38:02CNTVA curious blank
44:06BerthelotMécanique Des Limbes III
53:50The Implicit OrderThe Dial-Up Love And Terror Cult
64:29The Implicit OrderChild Of Rage
66:56Lord HavocBattle For Orderak
73:04CNTVCaptain Byrd is entering the center of the earth
83:36BerthelotMécanique Des Limbes IV
99:15Grove of Whispers2015-02-01
113:37BerthelotMécanique Des Limbes V

The Ruined Church

Dark Ambient, Experimental, Noise
Sadayatana Podcast #209
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...and to this hour the image of Carmilla return to mind with ambiguous alterations--sometimes the playful, languid, beautiful girl; sometimes the writhing fiend I saw in the ruined church; and often from a reverie I have started, fancying I heard the light step of Carmilla at the drawing room door.

- Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu, Carmilla (1871)

00:00SiJ + Astral & ShitKömaparàbola (Part 1)
61:47Lluvia AcidaPali Aike
66:40Rec008Fragment 5
75:36SiJ + Astral & ShitKömaparàbola (Part 2)
93:59Ugasanie & AbstinenciadivinoriumKolyma